I wish I could remember the day I lost it Flip through the pages I've written when I'm unconscious I black out and I don't really understand it But everythings relative everythings relative right now I feel my life is a physical writing block Repeating over the past but fighting against the clock And it hurts me Deep down inside though it irks me And you could settle for poetical selling purpose is gone And I don't really say goodbyes much Wasn't worth the wait but this plague is mine Yup, so if I write it unscripted across the airwaves Boogie down break neck style emotion narrates the passion Single emission to see the facet Mingle within it and inflict it with this disaster like welcome I don't know what it means but it helps me Another dying dream in the land of living wealthy, to pray on Conflicted to the grey spots Life is painted full palette pictures with the emptiness my pain caused Believe it though, even in it's meaningless I tread the water dreamfully exceeding what's eating me I get down
I get down, it's like this, down like how Man I black out the pressure I fade out the sound I get down, it's like this, down like how How down cut your wrists down pump your fists down I get down, it's like this, down like how Man I black out the pressure I fade out the sound I get down and it's like this
Born into it Another grade-A reject Another tombstone in the graveyard of respect The descent in my life infused with religion Got all my 'fair' shot out the air like clay pigeons And it isn't what you envision Would you admit if a single intimate smidgeon if ever given a damn So what's my life huh another breath taken Water under the bridge a fool for the making, it must be I mean love don't trust me Fight for it's feeling while I die in it's company I get down and it's impossible to get up A heart full of bricks with a mouth full of hiccups With more dust to kick up then ambition itself Handcuffed to the furnace of my own vision of hell I seem docile yeah born into the wrong child Fight against the smiles and frowns people I get down
I get down, it's like this, down like how Man I black out the pressure I fade out the sound I get down, it's like this, down like how How down cut your wrists down pump your fists down I get down, it's like this, down like how Man I black out the pressure I fade out the sound I get down and it's like this
Let the weight I been to black It would never be forgot I can't stop it I won't let this blow away