Corey: Just when I thought I was special, I realized it's a lie. A single close up tear escapes from my eye. Every time that I close my eyes or turn off the lights everything around me fades out of sight. I will over pronounce every syllable that I say to you and excessively overuse personal pronouns too just so you will understand clearly that there's no hope, no joy, no smiles, no love, no puppies, no kitties, and everything stinks.