I can't see my destination, only a hazy road Spreading under my feet, losing its color The shadows go dark, and feeling heavy, I tried to look up, but I couldn't even manage that I never even wished for anything special; Just living ordinarily, that would be fine by me And when I turn around, I see nothing at all; All my past footprints, all my future hopes... The end is out of sight, I can't go on ahead Even standing still has been swallowed up by anxiety All I feel is my pulse, all that passes is the breeze Buckling under my weight, my feet stumble Extending from a mesh of eyes, a chain of possibility Is it dream or illusion? I can't comprehend Since it was being held out, I grasped your hand And though that was all I did, I hesitated in that moment... If everything is a lie, how much of me can be saved? Hiding the feeling I'm about to break down, I stand up... You aren't alone, wherever you might go; I'm sure you'll keep walking on your own feet... Run from this place, don't look back Just keep running without destination Rolling at my feet, a landmark pebble; But as far ahead as I go, it's always right there A boiling sensation that I can't hold back anymore; All I could do that day was cry and shout In the depths of despair, what do I see? A new tomorrow, or a new darkness...? If you refuse to give up, and keep on going, Will you someday be rewarded? I ask myself... You are not weak, even if you shed tears; Your heart has a will that will never break... However long it may take, the end will someday come But believe and move on, looking only ahead If only for tomorrow's sake, just live through today On your own feet, at your own speed Gently and peacefully, you held out your hand Grasping its warmth, my tears were neverending As my senses grew distant, they floated, then faded You, your smile, and the time we spent together... On the other side of the light, I felt such warmth, And my cold body lost all sensation I will not be waking up, and even if I did, I'd have nowhere to return, and not a care It's painful, it's sad, it hurts, and it's lonely; I don't want such a reality, so everything... I'll forget everything, and let my mind go white So repaint it, everyone, with bright colors only. I stand still, alone, in an empty place I'll forget about forgetting; I should proceed as I feel... If someday I can smile... I'm sure that day will come And if it doesn't, just make another: a new road to travel... For my future destination...