Rise and shine convince myself not to blow 10 to the face and slowly catch a nod while numb and never wake up again take a small step back and realize just what i am self pity, pathetic, using drugs as surrogate friends
Do you ignore the fact or am I that good at hiding it hear you mention my name and im reaching for the 10
you were right all along theres no one else but me perhaps thats the reason that im feeling so lonely (ego of a fucking god yet lacking self esteem) drag my body back to class with my guts spilled on the floor meekly step around mess as you're headed for the door
do you ignore the fact or am i that good at hiding it? i know you're trying to be nice but you need to fucking quit
cause its so fucked up when you smile at me oh yeah its so fucked up when you smile at me and i could do with out all this sympathy its so fucked up when you smile at me and now it hurts too much when you say my name oh yeah it hurts too much when you say name and now Im so fucked up from what you've done to me when you smile at me, when you smile at me
follow you back home and then I'll wait for you to come back outside stab you in the chest with the knife you left in mine body under my bed i pull it out from time to time pray to it for forgiveness it was the only way i'd survive
Do you ignore the fact or am I that good at hiding it? I put my hands on your face and I force your lips to bend