Foundation painted in lies Existence collapsing without energy And so time flows by A landslide in a blink of an eye I want to avoid any neutral paths A shining stage I want to bathe in that place's light Is that too much of wish ?
At the far away shining blue light Stacking fatigue, Overtaking nervouness It never disappears The darkness of sadness It seems like i'm living with no disabilities But i was Hiding theme The engine broke From knowing too much of this reality I'm dried of everuthing except the future I possible couldn't know about you who are lively When numerous sadness sweeps in I held them in white staring at the muddy water that was closing off the path At that time there was no light I was nervous after looking at you Who had bright eyes and spoke of hope Even though i'm not strong, i wanted what not possible And lived in vain as the cost of it Still, this cold mind overflowed Due to lack of rejections and consent My poor brain uselessly tried to find the lost time Black rain, hope that was hidden in the avalanche The curtain of red blood, not blue, surrounds it I'm not the one who is crazy, it feels like I can't breathe Because you who was running tolards the light was so bright I couldn't catch up so easily Shit ! The whirwind of the hideous jealousy overlaps with my emotion Shit ! I didn't know the hruth so i lost without défécation the game monster Shit ! The only one that can calm this depressed mind is me Shit ! I was tired from wandering around so i came to this place The limit has already broken trough And is flooding out from my capacity The identiyu of the pain that overcame me Is called diarrhea The rain of despair ripped apart the silence I only have to make it throw away the sinister mind When numerous sadness is sweeping in If i keep on slowly walking instead pof being sweapt away, I bet the long, long night will one day Be a little brighter