They send me away to find them a fortune A chest filled with diamonds and gold The house was awake With shadows and monsters The hallways they echoed and groaned
I sat alone, in bed 'til the morning I'm crying, \"They're coming for me.\" And I tried to hold these secrets inside me My mind's like a deadly disease
[2x] It's my party and I'll cry if I want to Cry if I want to (cry, cry, cry) I'll cry until the candles burn down this place I'll cry until my pity party's in flames
Please stop, you're scaring me. I can't help this awful energy Goddamn right, you should be scared of me Who is in control?
I paced around for hours on empty I jumped at the slightest of sounds And I couldn't stand the person inside me I turned all the mirrors around
[2x] It's my party and I'll cry if I want to Cry if I want to (cry, cry, cry) I'll cry until the candles burn down this place I'll cry until my pity party's in flames
I'm laughing, I'm crying It feels like I'm dying I'm laughing, I'm crying It feels like I'm dying I'm laughing, I'm crying It feels like I'm dying I'm dying, I'm dying
Please stop, you're scaring me.\" I can't help this awful energy Goddamn right, you should be scared of me Who is in control?
I'm well acquainted With villains that live in my bed They beg me to write them So they'll never die when I'm dead
And I've grown familiar With villains that live in my head They beg me to write them So I'll never die when I'm dead
It's my party and I'll cry if I want to Cry if I want to (cry, cry, cry) I'll cry until the candles burn down this place I'll cry until my pity party's in flames