You are the pain in my throat When you are near me I choke Everything round me screaming 'Stop don't do it!' You are the hurt in my heart Every time I try to start Everything round me screaming 'Stop or lose it!'
I try to run but I don't I try to hide on my own I really do try to die but I'm scared To ruin your life and mine Hit two birds in one straight line I really do try to die somewhere.
You have your hands tipped with blades When you hold me I'm afraid Of being cut but then I guess I'd be free If you weren't human I'd tense Cause then all this would make sense I'd know what everything was telling me!
I try to win but I lose There's no real end I can choose To be let free without suicide
So now I'm just gonna do What I can try to get through It's now the start of a life long ride
You are the cramp in my side You jab at me like a knife Everything round me screaming 'Stop don't do it!' My mind's made up with a choice For once I'm using my voice Everything round me praising 'Please keep with it!'
I try to win but I lose There's no real end I can choose To be let free without suicide
So now I'm just gonna do What I can try to get through It's now the start of a life long ride
I try to run but I don't I try to hide on my own I really do try to die but I'm scared To ruin your life and mine Hit two birds in one straight line I really do try to die somewhere.