i miss you so much when you're gone but even more when you are laying next to me. i can see you, i can hear you, i can reach out, i can touch you. but you're not there.
you are the greatest ocean that i will ever swim, but i am just too tired to keep going.
i feel useless. i am hopeless. i am underwhelmed with myself and yet i'm so lucky. it feels vapid, it feels empty when you pull me in so closely only to whisper words that cut me so thin: "you are the greatest ocean that i will ever swim, but i am just too tired to keep going."
but i could ignite forest fires with all the burning that i do for you http://vk.com/supersadness