My only conceivable reason to be alive Is one more reason why I think I should die They all still think I'm a theif, and it's just not fair I didn't stick to my guns, but now I just don't care Learn to penetrate the shell, the inner outer layer I got too high, and so I put on some old school slayer Crude matter arms dont matter, they seem to just do harm You didnt leave them at home, to detach all the smoke Alarms
Someday you will see that I'm talking to myself And someday I'll realize Theres more to life than it decides
The world turned it's back, and ignored my attacks I sat alone, unbeknown, to all those so called facts Falling deep into night terrors, I wake in a cold sweat Lobotamized, i enjoy my newly found mindset I regroup, only too late, always a step behind you I'll wait by the phone, so i can hang up on you Except if you dont call, i dont what to do I guess I'll go lie down, and silently hate you
Someday you will see that I'm talking to myself And someday I'll realize Theres more to life than it decides
Everyday is like the same one passed, And every moment is just like the last A repetition of when I lost myself, All that's left was their lingering smells My final act, was to create yours With eyes blind yet kept a steady course The collision gave way to the crumbling earth The moon in the sky, the earth's afterbirth