[Verse 1: Hassaan Mackey] I used to be in love with her back when I was younger But time away from her suppressed my mind's hunger And in between the over-dialed number and times I heard from her When convenience came, more than extinguished thangs I realized I was good when she needed thangs And she would vanish off the planet when her seasons changed Leave my heart feeling coatless in the freezing rain Sending letters to my residence, tryna explain Why she had to go Like it was something she was hiding I had to know Hidden between a bunch of commas and passive codes About her dreams being stretched She couldn't find a meaning, it was too complex Saying we couldn't be together, but she love me to death And I should move on and not covet the stress Can't say that I don't miss her, cause I love her to death But she'd never hear those words if I hover my breath I guess
[Hook: Hassaan Mackey] Lose my mind to the memory of you Makes me think of all the shit we been through Lose my mind to the thought of you Of you
[Verse 2: Hassaan Mackey] We used to cut school, skip class for that extra lunch Get out of school, meet the summer and still keep in touch Rummaging through these old photographs of us Reminds me of who you were, so I speak you up It's been a long time coming, so I wrote a joint for you In memory of your physical frame, staring at Po Like damn, you and Mike look the same Since you been gone, fami-lam, ain't too much changed Except Bronson's name, but Jefferson's the same A bunch of youngins starving for a taste of fame The fiends put they lives on the line for 'caine We do it to ourselves but won't take the blame It's like man becomes a master to remain a slave And his family gets to mourn him while he lays in the grave And his kids grow up without a father to praise, a sad truth And that's why I had to stare at your casket obtuse