I kept gazing from the outside the window at the fragments spun by people I couldn't make a door for myself It was all because of my pride
I was keeping a secret, I hated being hurt
Finally the castle that I built all for myself, was filled with an emptiness so deep that I couldn't drown
One day you appeared, you were everything I longed for
You jumped over the bricks, then touched me and noticed me
It's so cold, it's so sad, You've been alone all this time
I was scared I left, embellished, measured, got upset and mad at you I envied the piling up of fragments spun by people who made no sense
I built my castle in solitude And my pride locked it's doors
I was keeping a secret, I really hated loss At last the castle's first dweller had appeared And I was perplexed at this first love
Stop pitying me, there's no way you could understand me
I grasped, grumbled, raged and gnawed and yet you still picked me
I kept protecting what's most important to me, gazing at the crowds of love that came and went This body had grown so used to loneliness, it won't let me melt in the light of your love
I was keeping a secret, I know that was love
The castle dweller was slowly fading away and I was overcome with these feeling of fear
I was keeping a secret
I longed for eternal love
What I got was only eternity
For the first time, I cried for another person Open the door, laugh, smile, hug, kiss I should have loved you...
The shadow of warmth that I recieved won't forgive my lonely heart My castle and this eternal body won't allow my end
Scattering love in the crowds that come and go, I keep spinning my tears forevermore Until the day that I can meet you again