Nani mo ki ni shite nai you na kao de watashi ga tada warau karatte Ano hi no koto o zenbu nani mo kamo wasureta to demo omotteru no Kizu o tsukeru hou wa sugu ni wasurete mo Kirareta hou wa zutto wasurenai Soshite itsuka atama ni kogetsuite kuroku yodonda mizu wa tamatteku
Tatoeba kimi ga nozomu nara watashi o subete kaitai shite agemashou Ude mo ashi mo kami mo shita mo mune mo mimi mo hana mo yubi mo Kokoro sae mo subete nokorazu
Dakedo watashi ga kono yo de ichiban nani yori mo hoshikatta mono dake wa Kimi no tatta hitokoto de konagona ni kudakechitte hai ni natta
Watashi wa sore shika iranai no
Saa Odorimashou yoake made tsukare hatete nemuru made Douse kono kokoro wa kimi ni wa nani hitotsu todokanai Ai ga hoshikute aisou warai yume ga mitakute fuminshou Betsu ni nani mo kanashiku wa nai yo Nee sou desho
\"Moshimo kono yo ni ikiteiru ningen ni wa nishu taguiru toshite, Hitsuyou na hito to sou ja nai hito ni wakerareteiru toshitara, Watashi wa zensha de aru jishin ga mou kagirinaku zero ni chikai no de, Semete tada hitori dake ni hitsuyou to sareru hito de arou toshita.\"
Sore sura umaku ikanai mama
Sou Kurikaeshi kurikaeshi nando mo kakinaoshite Mohaya gucha gucha de mechakucha de miru no mo iyake ga sasu Soredemo kono kokoro o hikizutte aruite yuku Kawari nado doko ni mo inai yo Nee sou desho
Nante zankoku na sekai deshou Dare mo ga shiawase o motome Mujun darake no WARUTSU o Itsumademo odotte yuku
Saa Odorimashou yoake made tsukare hatete nemuru made Douse kono kokoro wa kimi ni wa nani hitotsu todokanai Ai ga hoshikute aisou warai yume ga mitakute fuminshou Betsu ni nani mo kanashiku wa nai yo Na no ni nazeka namida ga deru yo Nee oshiete
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Just because I'm smiling as if nothing bothers me Do you think I've forgotten everything that happened that day? Even though you may forget about it right after hurting someone The one you hurt won't ever forget it And then some day, it will burn a hole in my mind and the black, stagnant water will start building up
For instance, if you wish I will disassemble my whole body for you Be it my arms my legs my hair my tongue my chest my ears my nose my fingers Or even my heart, I won't leave a single thing behind
But what I wanted the most in this world more than anything else Was broken into pieces and turned into ash just by a single word from you
Even when I didn't need anything but that
Come on Let me dance until the day breaks until I fall asleep with exhaustion Because my heart won't ever reach yours, in any case Desperate for love, I force a smile hoping to dream, but insomnia is my companion Though I'm not exactly sad about anything Hey isn't that right?
\"If there were two kinds of humans living in this world, One is those who are needed and the other is those who aren't, My confidence in being the former is already infinitesimally close to zero, So I tried to become someone who would be needed by just one person, at least.\"
But even that doesn't go very well
That's right Again and again, again and again writing it over and over again It's already so messed up, so wrecked up that I feel disgusted just looking at it Even so, I will drag along my heart as I continue walking on Because there is no possible replacement Hey isn't that right?
What a cruel world this is Everyone yearns for happiness And forever dances A waltz full of contradiction
Come on Let me dance until the day breaks until I fall asleep with exhaustion Because my heart won't ever reach yours, in any case Desperate for love, I force a smile hoping to dream, but insomnia is my companion Though I'm not exactly sad about anything For some reason, my tears still fall Hey please tell me why