Well I won't forget, all the time that you spent in my head. Stuck on my mind, while I was stuck in bed, barely alive.
And yeah it hurt, but it was worse to hear that you left someone worse off than me.
And I've been trying to build for so long, but I'm not sure I can if I'm still here and you're still gone.
And it was easy to say that after I write this I'm gonna feel okay, but the hardest part of catharsis is making the feeling stay.
And I need to get strong but I don't know how cause I'm doing this all wrong.
And it's so hard to give everything you had. To something that gives you nothing back. Yeah it's hard to give everything you had. To something that gives nothing back.