I've been a \"pillhead\" since day one. I laugh it up. Your time is meaningless. You are meaningless to me. How could I not resist? It gets the best of me. So, stay behind the walls that afflicted you. Is it another way to stay awake all night? If not then i dont want to feel anymore. And So the walls will breathe until you fall asleep. I've fucking bled the dream. Yet, I wont leave me alone. The same excuse. It's everytime I want it. I \"forfeit the game\". I never said I wanted this. Is this the way you get through? Did you forget about everyone around you. You're not the only one to blame. That's what they say. So Live For The Day! \"I know what its like to be beat down and shit on by life.\" Yeah, Im speking to YOU! Your perception in the hue of blue. You drag me down. You \"took me away from everyone that everyone that ever loved me.\" So laugh it up tonight. I stole this from you. And now I reach out to you in confidence that I will always be here. Maybe someday I'll Learn to Believe. And So the walls will breathe until you fall asleep. I've fucking bled the dream. Yet, I wont leave me alone. The same excuse. It's everytime I want it. I \"forfeit the game\". I never said I wanted this. I'm not sorry for years I've wasted. I'm sorry I gave up on me. I guess I'm the one to blame. Forever wanting fame! I forfeit the game. I never said I wanted this. Is this the way you get through? So can you help me?