stare at you with open eyes, I never thought this day would come, You just had to throw me away, No one to catch me when I fall,
It's so hard to give up, Yet so easy not to live, While it's so hard to give in to you,
(chorus) And just how dare I fool myself into thinking that I could make it out alive? I'm refusing to live; I'm refusing to die, And in the blink of an eye she was out that door and she's not coming back tonight, I'm feeling so alive that I might die,
My broken face in the mirror, Calls out your name, I hear it echo on in the hallways, There's only three words I want to hear, (I love you)
It's so hard just to feel, Just to feel like I'm okay, Am I okay with being thrown away?
(chorus)
Does anyone else want to tell me I'm fine? (I'm refusing to live; I'm refusing to die, in the blink of an eye she was gone with the night)