Mom, there is a hole in me and you left it there, always doubting, never trusting myself. I allow myself all these feelings I cannot handle, and they always leave me stranded at the shore, waving my white flag. There is a sorrow in me that can´t be washed away always waiting to be saved Loveless Never loved, never lived, but hopelessly waiting to be rescued, re-attached, unconditionally loved. Please save me. Standing there at the shore, waving my white flag, hoping for you to see me, to come and rescue me To come and save me from myself. Save me from a lifeless life.