I've been having trouble sleeping I've been having nightmares for weeks the same one again and again I should know how this ends with a knife in my chest cutting deep all this time that I spent thinking of the next day wasn't time that I was spending in the best way sometimes I wonder what’s going on in my head and other times I think I might as well stay in bed Another sleepless night but I can’t make a change I can’t last another day I’m falling apart Another sleepless night I’m gonna make a change I can’t last another day I’ll take a good hard look around at this overwhelming process of aging and take a second chance to pull myself off the ground just a slightly better version of the person I used to be. And yea some things they really need to be figured out so I’ll travel down that broken road and I’ll hate to say that I told you so but hesitations the breeding ground of fear and doubt my voice is like a pessimist and I can’t afford to start listening maybe its not fair at all life is just a path you choose t just shows you don’t care at all and you've got everything to lose maybe it means more to me to escape my solitude look around and then you’ll see that you've got everything to lose Let’s set this straight the time to talk is over you can’t disguise yourself anymore circles you’re running seem so fitting you need to pull yourself off of the floor I don’t know what it means to end the day and fear the next one coming I just know that for things to stay the same you’ll be the one who’s nothing.