you told me the good doesnt work but why get rid of what doesnt hurt just breathe in deep let the silence consume me until i can speak till im ready to leave
because i am slowly getting used to the idea of losing you i am just drunk and drowning in cigarette smoke and a drinking binge
i swore i wouldnt touch a drop but the bottle loves me back so i cant stop i was addicted to you but now ive numbed the pain next time you see me i hope ive changed over the years my sea legs have gone if you see me the same im wounded and lost hit with the shock wandering in the dark while i broke down in that old parking lot
i am dying on this asphalt it feels like home but its not puking in my mothers house hoping she don't hear and find me out hidden the pain hid it so well id give you my heart its yours to sell or throw it away like the trash in your room just tell me that i mean nothing to you