Nothing lasts, world wouldn't stop There's no time for me to waste Sick yearning fills my hungry eyes That is all I ever had
Living in denial, screaming for help Fighting with myself, you'll never understand Endless torture runs down trough my brain When I am hurt I want to hurt again
Cry! I want to hear, I want to see you cry And every dreadful thought is my delight Last fuckin' hour and I'll be fine Dreadful visions
Hate. I can not feel, I can not see your hate Still counting but can not wait Five, six, seven, eight... Dreadful visions Five, six, seven, eight... Dreadful visions
Pain is near, my eyes are blured Now it's time for me to see, to take my chance But something's screaming in my mind No! I must count. No! I must wait.
So this is my heaven, my hell Alone in the dark with myself Counting, waiting, sitting, thinking Acheing, yearning, dreaming, screaming!