I’m beginning to wonder, just how much distance there is between you and I As the music echoes in this city, ah I just can’t get your voice off of my mind
People go crazy, over gossip about you every day Its maddening, when we can’t even talk face to face Writing down all the things that I could never say Onto letters that were never sent Do you think I could reach you again?
It never matters how much I love you, It never matters how much I resent you This thread that keeps you and I both so intertwined I wish I could hold you close to me I don’t want to face this reality it hurts, but I can’t keep telling myself lies So goodbye
If everything I do is such a bother Just like my worrying and this letter If I can’t do anything to stop change Ah, I guess it means We can’t stay the same
I keep on waiting for your response Which might never come So I let all of these memories Pour into days that felt so empty Here we are both staring at all these unopenened doors Your radiance and beauty shined When you finally opened yours
Just like a child, you held my hand and led me Ready to break free You looked at me with those eyes filled with honesty So that’s why I just can’t say it How much I want to see you again, you’ll never know How much it hurts oh~
Words on love letters that I erased Started to pile just like these memories I held on to this belief I could have kept you safe from anything I’ve loved you, since the beginning
It never matters how much I love you, it never matters how much I resent you This thread that keeps you and I both so intertwined I have admit the truth That I’m still in love with you
Hey~ Saying things better left unsaid Like I’m so lonely or I’m better off dead All these feelings I kept inside me Spilled out tonight, making you worry But I know everything is ok Because no matter what future we might have to face this red thread that keeps us together won’t sever