I'm so sorry that it turns out like this. I apologize, I leave. Into the darkness of oblivion, striving to find the peace, to cleanse the soul. So many times I've been searching for the way, tried to start it all anew, maybe I can't find the feeling that gives the sense of sacredness. I curse you forever! Enviers of another's happiness. Here I am in front of you, I am a man, you don't know what sacredness is. No need in the other's things, but I will not give mine, I wash my hands, I'm leaving! I won't betray my conscience.