Most days it takes everything I have Just to draw the shades of my eyelids And get out of bed, But today, somehow The colors are all separating Spectrum's I don't usually see Like how I'd disappear if you stop looking at me
I can't stand it Without you I'm transparent, Barely visible, And I've faded, Into the, background of Tagged images, blocked friends, and broken links
Most days it takes everything I have Just to draw the shades of my eyelids And get out of bed, But today, somehow The colors are all separating Spectrum's I don't usually see
When the blue moon passes And you text at 2 am, Desperate for conversation, I can't say I feel too receptive. I twist the truth and say I'm doing much better without you You could always see right through the smoke in the room.
Most days it takes everything I have Just to draw the shades of my eyelids And get out of bed, But today, somehow The colors are all separating Spectrum's I don't usually se
Drinking from dry throats, The room is spinning in time, Reading from red eyes I left this note behind the lines, I shouldn't have to repeat myself, But need I remind you, The longing doesn't sleep, It drags out into weeks
Sitting, Starring, Wide awake
I twist the truth and say I'm doing much better without you, You could always see right through The smoke in the room.