i’m giving thought to the boundaries placed around the lies that we make what’s placed in front is narrowly viewed. undeserving, you take depriving possibility, with such a lenience for self indulgence all people are the same; we’re all just trying to pull our own weight i feel it every day an uprooted tree, displaced i’m nothing but silt being brought along downstream i saw myself falling into the depths of unchanging means now i see my faults, and i’m exchanging a new mentality i’m swimming upstream, it's taking me to a place that i could never see now all i seem to do is swim amongst the debris i understand now that nothing is different i can’t accept i can’t do anything about this no sense in losing sleep over this detachment we want more, we aren’t appeased by simply just being i’m giving up on moving forward i’m giving up on moving towards something greater than i gave into expectation i gave into everything it’s a cycle always repeating it's bound to repeat, always repeating never ending until completed never repeating i'll never repeat it