there’s a fight for my mind inside my head If the alcoholic wins then I am dead Only one can survive I’d Kill myself so the other one dies So many nights of sex, yeh the Road is dope but spider webs hell they grow and grow Till you overdose, in Soho with no control you can say I told you so
And I nearly died today, but I felt so alive today If a lie is all it’s gonna take… Then for me there’s no way out
You don’t underSTAND I got a PROBLEM, its part of my PLAN Up from BOTTOM I know exactly who I AM I cant walk away with NOTHING I’ve got NOTHING
to lose and I’m NOT gonna STOP till I got what I want.
SO WHAT - yeh I’ve been with loads of sluts SO WHAT - I don’t wanta sober up SO WHAT - yeh okay I’m Going Nuts SO WHAT - but most A&R’s are coked up
I’m losing it, Booze is oozing through my skin its luminous, Who is this I should be locked away I spew more vomit than the bubonic plague.
And I nearly died today, but I felt so alive today If a lie is all it’s gonna take… Then for me there’s no way out You don’t underSTAND I got a PROBLEM, its part of my PLAN Up from BOTTOM I know exactly who I AM I cant walk away with NOTHING I’ve got so much to prove and I’m NOT gonna STOP till I got what I want.