When I was 15, I was nothing, I was stupid and angry When I was 18, I was blinded, I was drunken and lazy But now I’m 19, and then I’ll be 20 and I will be king of everything
And I’ve been sad for most of my life, I’ll probably be sad tomorrow I don’t like getting drunk, whenever I’m drunk, I feel the same, but a little more dumb But I’ll probably keep getting drunk When I say I'm fine, I’m surely not, I just don’t have a reason why I’m just not fine I write these songs to give my pain a name, to hide my shame, but I feel so lame. I write these songs to give my pain a name, to hide my shame, but it always ends Hey, well, it always ends
I’m not in love, I don’t believe in love, but I believe in her She was a different kind and at another time, she could've changed my mind, But the past is gone, and just like this song, Hey, well, it always ends