Have you ever felt, That beneath the cover, Visionary wealth And successful life Faith is cut by knife Thoughts are pale and sour.
No more desire!
All causes remorse, Things are losing meaning, There is no such force, That can satisfy Aimless appetite And stop your soul screaming!
Am I dreaming?
Chorus:
sometimes i feel unreason rise, An ancient fear that paralyses. Fear of the death, fear of unknown, Fear of my narrow-minded own. What can i do To overcome this curse? Just live it through... ...And keep strong!
Verse 2:
Imagine that one day Look at what's surrounding, At the games you play And what for you stand Makes you understand All was just a haunting!
I'm hunted!
Life's idyll has ruined Existential loathing. Suicide? To do it You're not weak enough. Hear the gloomy laugh Of oncoming nothing!
Nowhere to opt in!
And all the pain And all despair Are just for me, i cannot share. Burning in hell is always private Breaking out - a hopeless riot. What to do To overcome this curse? Just live it through And create your own worths.
Breakdown:
Pain! What i knew about pain? Now i'm ripped out and torn. I'm not going insane But wish i was unborn!
Hate! Understand, really hate Is the hate to yourself. If you want dominate Put your past on the shelf!
Interlude:
when i'm sleeping I feel free again. When i'm sleeping I don't mind: wake means end!
Verse 3:
Now, beyond myself, Close to void eternal I found empty shell Of what i'm not more. Meaningless to mourn In this sick inferno!
My world keeps turning!
You're what you've done, Result of decisions. Life goes on and on, There's never late To play with your fate And make more incisions!
Fuck mystic visions!
Chorus:
Life seems to be and endless war, A trip through sea that has no shores. I searched for truth and for the bliss But realized they don't exist. what can i do To overcome this curse? Just live it through cause this life has no worth!!!