Haven't sensed them long ago: Integrity and assurance And a plain peace of mind. Wondering, there was a time, When all my feelings used to dance And I was not so blind. Patiently waiting that life will present me With one more chance Not to lose in this self-fight.
Don't know, where's the start And what is the root Of thinking that broods And tears me apart. Self-persuaded state That one day I'll see: My fragile world bleeds And it is too late. I tried so much times to fill up my Partial I That I despise. But every day It stays the same: I finally face imminence of the void.
Strange feeling That all has no meaning And panic arises to stab from behind.
Achievements have low price But fails are counted twice. Feels like disease: That last mistake will make you least. Afraid of taking charge, 'Cause bars are always too large. All round is wrong, This stupid world i don't belong.
Even can't fall in love. Does it mean: it's enough And I have just to fully change My thoughts and range? But every day It stays the same: I finally face imminence of the void.
Strange feeling That all has no meaning And panic arises to stab from behind. (x2)
So I'm One by one with painful memories, Hardly keeping self from madness. Still arguing with the emptiness, Be or not...
Patiently waiting that life will present me With one more chance.