(So.. what do you think?) What do I do to ignore whats behind me?, Do I follow my fate to escape blindly? Do I hide my pride away from these bad dreams And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening? Do I let it go and try to stand it? Or do I try to catch them red handed? Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness, Or do I trust none and live in loneliness? The sunlight burns the skin of sleeping men, I make the right turns but im lost within, I put on my daily facade but then, I just end up getting hurt again By Myself…
CHORUS Myself!, I ask why!, (but in my mind I find), I can’t rely on myself, (Myself!), I ask why (but in my mind I find), I can’t rely on myself! I can’t hold on! (to what I want when I’m stretched so thin) It’s all too much to take in, I can’t hold on (when im against you, I cant win) with thoughts of failure sinking in…
If i turn my back, in defensless and to give into fate seems sensless, If I hide my pride I lie sleepless, and won’t be able to cope with my weakness. If I (If I) let them go, Ill be out done, but If I (If I), try to catch them, I’ll be out run, If I’m killed by the questions like a cancer, then I’ll be burried in the silence of an answer.. all By Myself!
REPEAT CHORUS
How do you think.. that I’ve lost so much.. always afriad.. that I’m out of touch.. how do you expect?, that I will know what to do.. when all I know, is what you tell me too.. Don’t you (know) I can’t tell you how to make it (work) no matter what I do, how hard I try (Try) I can’t seem to convince myself (why) I’m stuck on the outside, don’t you (know) I can’t tell you how to make it (work) no matter what I do, how hard I try (Try) I can’t seem to convince myself (why) Im stuck on the outside!