Again, stuck scanning that picture of me Summer 03, thirteen, no job, no rules No sex, no ex but self esteem instead Now, look at me Sad, down for anything No one can possibly miss like I do Miss the everyday life, school in 02 When i'm thinking about these last two wasted years Again, comparing thirteen year old me The young and free With what i've turned out to be may sound like i've lost it mentally How many days until i'm passed this phase I won't make the same mistakes again I was never the one who tried to erase my memory But that was before my mind got tired of misery I was always the one who knew what choises were the right for me But that was before my life got beaten by anxiety What's next? What's waiting for me to fall down to the ground? I was always the one who knew what choises were the right for me But that was before my life got beaten by anxiety I will hate myself for doing this