Beat fast, beat fast; my heart won't rest, But I've got some dreaming to do. Won't close, won't close; my eyes wide awake and I too. Breathe in, breathe slow and try not to choke. I will take you in. Go numb, go numb, be strong don't you dare let them win.
Well maybe I'm just crazy, but every time I panic I swear to god you're close enough to breathe right in and your cologne still sticks to my skin and your smoke spills down my lungs like it used to. God I miss that, god I miss that, god I miss that, god I miss you.
"Are you scared yet? Well honey, don't be. It's all in your head." Well I've heard that a million times before and it started to surface instead. Tell me I'm fine just to get me by, tell me I'm fine. I want you to lie.
You kept me safe for a while. You kept me sane, told me "Darling, smile." You kept me sane for a while. Now I'm fighting for myself.