I'm out of answers I can't explain this shit What did I do to deserve this mess? Turmoil finds a way to plague my days There's no way out of this fucked up place! I look ahead - maybe I'm just blind? Looking back - it fucks up my mind!! My dreams are shattered... No words can describe... The way I feel The thoughts I hide I went to far, too far this time Why can't I find What is my fate I pay no mind It's a fucking lie, nothing but a lie! Can't see beyond - beyond my eyes This is too much I'm dying inside