A twisted state of mind, torn between two worlds One of which the new me hates and the one that's coming true The power is unleashed, they perish at my gaze But am I really in control or am I just a slave
I called upon this god to deliver unto me To grant what I desire he brought me to my knees He turned his back on me and filled me with his lies Ask and I received damnation was the price
I signed my name in blood, didn't read the fine print Now I'm just a puppet god for the devils own descent Bound and shackled here forever damned a slave Fallen bloody tears can't wash the pain away
All at once is clear to me Damnation and destiny A slave to darkness shall I be Damnation and destiny
And so I must repent or will I be destroyed Will the one that lives in me release me from this lie And will the wrath of god have mercy on my soul Or humilate me, desecrate me, like his only son
All at once is clear to me Damnation and destiny A slave to darkness shall I be Damnation and destiny
The time is close now, the end is near My walk through the valley, trails of fear I feel empty, my penance overdue I guess it's too late now To be with you I'm extremely frightened of what will surely be I sold myself, the death of me I know you can't forgive me I know I'm on my own, I've betrayed you I walk alone
What exactly is the meaning of this Just pawns in your twisted game Severe pain for the lie I'm livin' For a love I never could betray
(Bridge) Question me not say the lord unto thee You have chosen your own fate and your own destiny Denied of this life, is what you are to be You have chosen your own fate and your own destiny
Lord I pound my tists at you Won't you just let me die Would I not suffer enough No inner peace no after life
(Bridge) Question me not say the lord unto thee You have chosen your own fate and your own destiny Denied of this life, is what you are to be You have chosen your own fate and your own destiny
I did what I thought was right All for the love of my life I know it's sad but true Something is very wrong Condemned to suffer so long For a love so true
The question that lies within Is so hard to understand It still tears at me And in my dying breath My heart holds no regrets I would'nt change a thing
My spirit begins to rise into the heavenly skies Just to be shunned away by you Now all I want is to die, no streets of gold in the sky And I wash my hands of you
(Bridge) Rising to the heavens light Just to plea for death Just to be denied