Scream aloud The way that I harmed you Show me how you're feeling Without me And I lay down Counting the tears Licking only memories I can't live
Please save for me Now all the things You didn't give Please bury me With all our dreams Pathetic hopes
I gave my soul You gave only coldness I feel injured I long to erase my feelings Break the nerves in me Kill my weakness I won't need you I'll Never crave your touch... anymore I won't need you No more turning back It's too late To heal these wounds
Forged sorrow I don't believe your act Dreams that grew behind you Turned to stone Help yourself with
So can't you see This winding path Entrapping me Spite grows inside, I feed myself With unknown banes
II. ILLUSION FOR A NEW MIND
Now That I'm a projection I can hide From the things I can't foresee No dreams inside my head And no grief for your lost love
'cause when you close your eyes The world goes on to be It's just you that cannot see
I go back in time To when I didn't feel at all Now I can deny All the love you had from me Healing all my wounds With my woven pain This time I'm dripping blood for real...
You lied to me I know that look Contemn me
The silence holds the storm
The silence comes To fill the void The scars are gone, are mended And the cries The shouting nights between us Are now over My control is my pride
III. FAILURE IN REINVENTING MYSELF
I cannot fight my rage The treason burns under my skin I cannot soothe the ache The struggle grown inside of me I want to taste your sorrow The same you drove inside my life I want to kill the pain That you gave out
You try to tame me And what you say Is like a whip beating my face I plead But you are crazed Who will demand For your offence I'll never trust someone else to try I will, I'll have my vengeance
I can't lead my life to rest She won't sing the words for me Of tender lullabies My dreams are so deranged
I cannot fight my rage The treason burns below my skin I want to kill the pain That you gave out Treason burns through my skin