i wish i could tell you the truth i wish i could tell you i'm useless i wish i could tell you that even half the time you thought i was telling the truth, i wasn't i had to choke up and lie later that day when you got home asked what happened i had to say \"i was tired, and late for class and i'm sorry i woke up in such a hurry my vision was so blurry i forgot what i was doing \" honestly i was drunk i never went to bed i wanted a cigarette i am an idiot the look on your face as i explained what happened i was tired i was so late for class and i'm sorry about losing your mail