Life is too much… On occasion I take I take the razorblade To my wrists… To my throat… Blood shows me I’m alive… Alive too long I must die… I must die today Tonight I will be gone… Alone and dead In my pain… Suffering… Suffering as a soul in Hell Torment shoots through my soul My dead soul… I will never find peace And in my eternal suffering I am finally happy… Finally happy For I am dead now