I know a man Who is shaded in grey He dreams of abandon But in chains he lay A victim To the beast in his mind I'm disgusted with him I'm disgusted with me Devoured by the depths of endless night I struggle to see the power of light Visions once clear Were dismantled by fright
I cannot see (I cannot stay) All that's becoming of me I'm trying to find A life that was once mine (You'll never take this life) I'll wash away The bitterness and bane My weary state and weakness Will have finally died
I immediately saw it all Inside my head A man whose intentions Are in complete ruin I saw that look Right in his eyes When he had all at once Met his own demise There is no sympathy Left in me Don't try and run (Don't try and run)
I cannot see (I cannot stay) All that's becoming of me I'm trying to find A life that was once mine (You'll never take this life) I'll wash away The bitterness and bane My weary state and weakness Will have finally died
This is my life I am who I am Don't try and fucking change that Some days, oh some days I just wish you were dead You are the one in my head The one that speaks to me I wrote these words for you I am my only foe