I am a contradictory existence, Present within everything but existing in nothingness From inside taunt thee with thoughts of lust and greed I manifest my soul into the vessels of straying human consciousness, Inflated with painful self inflictions I seek to destroy this living body In frenzied convulsions, an impulse Clawing at my skin in a rapidly growing rage Until pain subsides, it is not enough i begin to stab myself, eviscerating All that i can grab, wearing the innard5 to mock thee Desecration is the path of my rebirth, obtained by disassembling Every atom of matter, these simplistic masochisms will not suffice A vat of sulphuric acid is my means of escape To fill my final resting place with this sacred liquid I plunge this human into the porcelain casket As skin begins to drip down my cheek The overwhelming sense of comfort sets in Deteriorate, disintegrate, reverting Back to elemental purity, i return to the cosmos Sulphuric euphoria