Everything I had I fucking lost And I'm trying I'm trying I'm trying to fine a way To make sense of this because Every arrow shot misses the mark Every word of mine fell on deaf ears Each day is a struggle, each day a new sin And standing here from where I'm at I've had a lot of them But sink or swim I know I've tried i know I've got the key to find out whats inside So medicate me from the inside out To erase all the pain and erase all the doubt Leave me numb, too numb to fucking feel The constant attacks The words that rip my throat And the wounds carved into my back It's a constant fight It's a constant fight To not bow down, to do whats right Medicate me and numb the pain