so red, the rifts of the finger that will stroke my nihilist regrets we raise our spirits once again to knowledge, to plagues, to our typical aspects to your plight, to my approaching relapse i plead the 5th, my right to speak has been withdrawn, the walls will speak for us we don't believe in something that we cannot see we know it's there we fear to love anyone, we may tangle and break but the feeling it will mislead anyone into knowing. i've got this sickening feeling in the back of my throat i feel like coughing blood back up on the fucking world