will you get to teach me stillness or how to hold a camera or feel bored or not miss spots when i clean my room or have feelings again will you ever kiss me when youre sober
i cant drive you home anymore from now on
i pray to god when i need him i do the same thing to my friends they are usually sleeping when i want to kill myself all over again (pull my hair until its greasy get high until i feel sick enough to get high all over again)
how did i become the fucked up one how did i become the fucked up one
i have a loneliness i want to contract everyone with i have a loneliness all to myself
how did i become the fucked up one how did i become the fucked up one