i will tear my insides out to find tangled pieces of you i will meet you between my daydreams and the real thing i lock the doors when you're here now
i will carve you from the air i will tie you in my hair keep you there let you speak pretend you care ill be sorry until i puke clean me up make me new then re-realize you resent everything i do you fucked me up and left me out and kept this dryness in my mouth i have no words i have no sounds i am just stumbling around hiding seeking waiting to be found