No one will attend the funeral of a failure. It's no surprise to be let down over and over. Prepared to drown in my sorrow, my chances to live will never see tomorrow. This baggage is too much to bear on my own, I always knew I would die alone. So this is how it feels to be overthrown, the feeling of never finding a home. My entire life I've been living a lie. As the seconds tick, I've been waiting to die. Unwilling to even put up a fight. I'm ready to comply, this is my last goodbye. Doctors say in the head I'm not feeling well, my entire life has been nothing but a living hell. No one will ever know how far down I've fell, not even my own fucking self. Watch as my soul parts way, for I fear I won't live another day. Tear out the sutures from my heart, I don't deserve a restart. It's hard to keep a straight head, when your life's going down in a spiral. As every grain of sand falls down into this dial. My mind seems to wander when I'm wasting time, guess the best way it's put, I'm not doing fine. I understand you are whom you define, but I always feel my life's on the fucking line. It never ends, existence is a crime. Humanity is meaningless, were all fucking swine. Thoughts race, steady hand, pull the trigger, and watch my life decline. Bury my body, deep within the sea. Death will only set me free. As the waves enclose down on me, drown within the triangle, is where I'm made to be. 25°N 71°W I dare someone to find me.