Laying here in my cold bed Trying to dream of the other side A place where everything is possible Where you can find peace, or anxiety The fantasies start to take over I feel this burden easing from my shoulders I see clearly now... I see you My body starts to tremble is it joy... or is it hatred? I am getting closer but I only see a shadow like a fucking reminder that your life is so hollow... You have to wake up eventually back to the filthy city you need to face every day But I want to go back back where I have the same anxiety back to where I at least don't have to exist any longer... there... to the other side