may i love you madly like a boy? kiss you sadly? feed you tears and drink your skin? invite myself right in? may i?
her half-child voice falls on my head like warmest ocean waves gently and deliberately drowning me and willingly i drown
if i ask politely will you watch as i die nightly? will you think me tactless if i act less like the man i am? may i?
her half-closed eyes like those on a tired tigress gently and deliberately melt my bulletproof mirrorshades and knowingly lovingly peer inside at my real eyes and i can't help but smile no, i can't help
would you think me thoughtless if i thought less of myself from time to time or if i knowingly, willingly lost what's left of my mind oh, i can't help but smile no, i can't help