I wish I could bleed my family name Out from inside of my veins So my father and mother would know no shame
I'm a waste of my father's face A fucking bitter taste Stuck to your tongue Like a flavor you hate
How can I love you When I can't love myself Where do I go When I'm locked out of hell
I’m nothing but filth, a monster drowning in guilt A fucking waste of life Not worth the space I fill. Uuuuugh. I never wanted to let down the ones I love. I never thought I’d be the one who’s not enough.
For twenty three fucking years I swore sobriety Twenty three years, look at where It got me: I lost all hope, I lost my friends, I lost my family I lost the light inside my eyes, I lost my sanity What do I do when my goals have turned to nightmares? What now when every face is made of blank stares? FUCK
I just want to bleed out my family name So my parents don’t have to be ashamed
I am a liar I am a fake I am letdown I am a thief.