When I first met you, You didn't know better This is my fault, I made you this monster.
But that's just what I do; Kill the things that I love Use them as a crutch until they're shriveled up. Fuck.
Take my fucking life and break it in two A perfect fucking picture of me and you
I try to change I try to lose my place I try to destroy my past without leaving a trace But I can't alter my face Or erase my fucking name Just like I can't forget The mistakes that I made So what now? I keep asking the same fucking question What now? Every answer still devoured by depression
Death is just the answer when my whole life’s been in question.
(STILL HERE. STILL OBSESSED. STILL NERVOUS.) STILL A WRECK GOD DAMNIT
So tell me Are you warmer by his side Than you ever were at mine?
I could write a million one-liners Pointing their fingers at you But the sad sad truth, I still don't know what do to I'll do my best to move on I'll do my best to stay strong But it's too hard to stand straight When I've been broken all along
I just want you to know If I could go back to the start I'd do the whole thing different And we'd never fall apart