I cannot sleep, nor can I breath I keep falling I keep falling
Repeat the same torture again and again again and again. Set me free before my demons overcome me.
All these feelings are foreign and I hate to feel this. I hate to feel me, I hate myself and I begin to hate the world around me and I always swore myself to never feel like this
Look me in my eyes tell me this is real. Look me in my eyes can't you see how I feel?
This won't be everything this won't be all I give how can I crawl back how can I crawl back by myself?
I'll force you to cut your name on my chest. Life got it's meaning on the day I looked in your eyes for the first time, life lost it's meaning on the day you said goodbye.
I lay down on my rooms floor pretending to be in your bed with your head resting on my chest how we used to.
I am still questioning myself was it all worth it? Was it all worth it? What if this story had a different end? A different end.