The Sun was down… In my land Of deep-frozen floors, it did forever… In utter darkness on cold chair I sit with broken mind unable to repair…
The fifteenth cigarette And nineteenth can of beer, Oscillation between Apathy and hysteria, Knife in trebling hands Directly to my spleen… Self-mutilation is self-satisfaction!
A kitten with stubbed eyes Meditating to full moon Froze in embryo pose On the floor full of maggots And blood…
Using unsterile roasted nails I carve the signs of shame On my infected skin And withered mucosae…
Sweet cup of fleeting tranquility… Silence… Only sad cries of wind… Oh, Moon, oh, planets! Toll the knell! I destruct my life!
I wound my musculi And nerves by screwdriver! I grind my bones by hammer! I dissect myself! With demonic laughter I pierce my neck by knife One time, two, three…