My obsession with the end Has been destroying me Death's become a parasite That just won't let me be
Gnawing, clawing at my brain it's Driving me way past insane I'm giving up, i'm giving in I try my best but never win
Tired of feeling this way It gets worse day to day Misery's consuming me Held back by apathy
Pushing forward Going no where fast
Going nowhere fast
Drenched in worn-out flesh Beaten scarred and weak Everything my future holds is wretched, dark, and bleak No will to go on I just want to die Waiting for the day that I cannot hear, feel, or see My dreams swallowed whole Hope ripped from my soul Weary from my arduous and harrowing journey Trapped inside my mind Wishing this would end This will surely be the end of my entirety
Feeble, frightened, and forgotten My heart, my soul- cold and barren Sickness, throughout, mind and body Hopeless, broken- melancholy
Inadequacy Is like a disease
Giving up Giving in
Life drains from my veins It pours and pours until I'm sane
Neglected Trembling Nervous wreck On the edge
All alone Nothing left Fade to black Dead and gone