Reizouko no naka ni wa nan ni mo nai Tada aru no wa ocha tookusuri Ichijou goto ni mune ga fuwa fuwa Fuan ga michiteku
There's nothing in the fridge other than some tea and medicine. After I swallow a tablet, my bosom becomes light and filled with anxiety.
IPHONE naderu sono yubisaki mo Beta beta to nebaru kami no ke mo Nani hitotsu kirei na mon nante Aru hazu mo nai na
My fingers are sliding across my iPhone's screen, and my hair feels sticky and yucky. I don't expect there to be anything pretty, not even one.
Shinitakute shinitakute sotto Machigatte kizu wo tsuketa tekubi wa Itsu shika chairoku yogoreteru Shimekitta BOKU no mabuta CURTAIN no sukima ni asa ga kite mo Kidzuku hazu nai
I want to die, I want to die quietly. The wrist that I accidentally injured before has now become stained with brown marks without my notice. Since my eyelids are tightly shut, even when morning peeks in through my curtains, there's no way I'd notice.
Tomodachi no ERI mo TAKAYUKI mo Hontou no TOKO hito no KOTO nado Ki ni shiteru hima mo nai kurai Isogashi sou dashi na
My friends, like Eri or Takayuki, in truth, look so busy that I don't think they have the leisure to be worrying about other people.
Sore ni shite mo nani ko no ekubo Arigachina kazoku to jinsei Nani hitotsu hokoreru mon nante Aru hazu mo nai na
And yet, I wonder why I keep smiling with my dimples. I don't expect there to be anything about my ordinary family or life for me to be proud of.
Nemutakute nemutakute zutto Kono manma shibireru hodo nemuttara Okite RINGO kajitte nemuru Muishiki yosootte yurari VERANDA ni nobotte kaze ga fuite mo Toberu hazu nai
I feel so sleepy, I feel so sleepy, that I wish I could sleep to the point of becoming paralyzed, then get up, take a bite of an apple, and fall back to sleep. While feigning unconsciousness, even if I wobbly get up to my balcony and stand in the wind, there's no way I'd be able to fly.
Anna ni suki nao warai mo Jinsei kaeta ongaku de sae Naze ni boku no koto wo hitei suru no
Even the smile that I have loved so much, even the music that has changed my life, why is everything repudiating me now?
Shinitakute shinitakute sotto Machigatte kizu wo tsuketate kubi wa Itsu shika chairoku yogoreteru Shimekitta boku no mabuta CURTAIN no sukima ni asa ga kite mo KIDZUKANAI YO
I want to die, I want to die quietly. The wrist that I accidentally injured before has now become stained with brown marks without my notice. Since my eyelids are tightly shut, even when morning peeks in through my curtains, I WILL NOT NOTICE.
Sonna hi ga sonna hi ga Zutto tsudzuku n yatte nageite mo Nani ka ga Ieru wake ja nai Ieru hazu nai KIETE SHIMAOU Un, kieteshimaou
Even if I lament the fact that those sad days will continue on, I don't expect anything to heal at all. There's no way my wounds would heal. I SHOULD JUST DISAPPEAR. Yeah, I should just disappear.